Letting go doesn't necessarily means giving up

"Letting go doesn't mean giving up."

- Ven

"The one who was let go of is hurting, but the one letting go is hurting even more."

- Ven

We're drifting apart. It's apparent from the conversations we are having. Our conversations used to last, regardless we're together or just messaging. But now... everything has changed. He always ends the convo with "talk later" or "now I busy" etc. Sigh. And now, I don't have anything to talk to him about, it's just like how some people predicted.

But no, I still love him. I still cry because of him, I still think of him, I still miss him, a lot. But somehow or rather, I felt that things has changed, it's no longer how it used to be.. 

My parents still object of our relationship. Mostly my dad. My dad is against the idea of us keeping in contact as friends already, let alone being together. Yet, he doesn't know about this at all. Because I couldn't tell him... Why, I don't know.. I just simply thought not letting him know would probably make things easier... and I'll use this time when he's away to try persuade my parents if we're still together. Hopefully things would be just like how I thought of them to be and how I wished they would be.

Yesterday I spent the whole day out. Meeting Junhao, my sist, and Ivan, my bro?, and not to miss out, my annoying yet adorable brothers. Had lunch at Nex, MOF, before going to Popular to buy some materials used for scrapbook which I'll be using. Than we went to meet Shandy for badminton. Played 'till around 7, we decided to play "Truth or Dare", after which, we went to have dinner at a vegetarian restaurant. It's honestly very nice! For non-vegetarians, I'll actually recommend there as the food is really daebak! ^^

After dinner, we went to the playground to play. We really miss our childhood times! I know we shouldn't do that but yea... anyway, after that, we went to the badminton court near my house to play another round of badminton. ^^ until 11+. Now, I'm having body ache... OTL But it's fun~ so I don't regret it. Heh.

Anyw, that's all for now~ gonna go for project meeting with my friends! At airport... == Whatever. Ciaos~