#friendsIcherishthemost

“朋友得来不易，却容易失去

对彼此的不信任是友谊结束的瞬间”

- Ven

I don't even know if the quote makes sense. 헐. Anyway, I'm updating via iPad mini just like my previous post. So might be lengthy since I can't see how much I've written clearly.

Anyw, back to the topic... just like my post title, I'm writing this post about the friends I cherish the most. And I have a feeling the post will be hell long, so you can skip it if you want to. Unless you wanna know more about my social life etc.

In my heart, my family would always come first. This is what people would ALWAYS says but fail to keep it true, but as for me, I stick to it. I'm a family orientated person and it's so serious that I would cancel on someone last minute for a day out with my family. And next is these few friends that I cherish the most and always will. So don't be surprise if I cancel on you and the next minute you saw me tweeting or posting pictures on Instagram of me with them.

They are Abby, Lynette and Khadijah. They're all of the same importance. Regardless how long I've known them for. They're all equally important to me that it would kill me should I lose them as a friend - no joke. I'm fucking insecure when it comes to them. The thought of them having a new close friend and would leave me scares the fucking hell out of me.

Abby - she's 16 y/o. Just like me. ^^ and I took few years to remember her birthday, 29 April. Right....? Hahahahahahs, I have a feeling she'll murder me if I got it wrong, again. Anyw, we're both Kpop fans. And it's same for us. We like Taiwanese artistes before Kpop. Thou the ones we like are always different, hehehe. This year, 2013 is our 9th year being friends. And almost every year, we'll exchange Xmas and bday gifts - more like demanding from each other, HAHAHAHAS.

We got to know each other when we were primary 2. I can't remember how we met but we aren't very close at that time. But I remember we were primary 4 when we were appointed to the same English class. Last time, there was a system whereby they would split us into 'composition' class according to our standards. And we sat next to each other. Hehehehe. Know what gotten us to be so close?!?! My parents always asked me to bring extra sets of foolscape paper. So I'd always have one new one and one that I'm still using.

She'll always write so fast and so much, and she'll always turn to me, "Venecia, can I have somemore paper?" It has gotten to the point whereby I'd pass her 3 pieces of paper from the start. That's how much she wrote. 5 fucking pages ... more or less around there. Don't you think it's insane?!?!

We gotten closer until she told me she's migrating to China 'cause of her dad's work. Even so, we continued keeping in contact and as time passes, we're so fucking close. Hahahahahahs I doubt there is anything that I don't tell her. She might not tell me everything but she's there when I need her to be. And she's always giving me advices when I need them or listen to my rants that are fucking childish.

Even so, you wouldn't wanna mess with her. Her temper isn't something you can joke around with. Have I ever mention to you guys how she punched me few times and caused bruises?! And guess what?! It's all because of her "贺军翔". /roll eyes/ and no, don't try it. Cause at that time, she wasn't even using much of her strength. If you don't know what kind of girl she is, don't mess with her.

And the touching thing is that not only she's always there when I needed her to be, there was once I asked what would she do if I had a boyfriend that cheated behind my back or was being a jerk etc. her answer was "don't ever lemme see him or he can bid farewell to his balls." Smth like that. Don't ever think I'll forget! Hahahahahahs. XP

Also, I'd bug her to meet etc whenever she's back. Hahahahahahs. So yea, we met more frequent than me meeting my other friends (not listed above) that are in Singapore.

Lynette - she's 19 y/o. Birthday is exactly a week before my "husband's". Hehehe, 7th Jan. I wrote about how we met etc on previous post alr, but know what?! She read it (she's my loyal reader) and texted me in the morning when I'm barely awake. And never reply me after that!!!! ): hahahahahahs.

Anyw, she's one of the few friends that I fully trusted and had a feeling which "our friendship is gonna last for years". Know why? She's one of the few who tolerates my nonsense even when I'm overboard at times. And she treats me like her younger sister. Whenever I'm with her, it's like I finally have a older sister and I can be however childish and willful I want. Hehehehe.

And she's like always there for me. Letting me rant when I can't rant to anyone else, taking care of me - in a way, teaching me, and tolerating me. Isn't it really great to have such friends?! Her traveling so far to meet me at my convenience, tolerating all my flaws that few could (not even my brothers), and helping me in whatever way she is capable of. Nonetheless, she really takes care of me. Being around her, I felt like I'm the maknae (youngest) and not the eldest sibling.  Hehehehe. ^^

This auntie of mine is the one I can show my childish side to, which to many I can't show. And it's rare ... 'cause being the person I am, I always put up strong front, trying to be as mature as independent as I could. And sometimes pushing myself too hard that I'd break down, crying myself to sleep or in shower.

Not only these, she also bought me the daily planner I wanted and gave me as a Christmas present. Auntie-ah, I'd use it well~ ^^ hehehehe. Thanks soooooooooo much. Tbh I felt guilty when she really got it for me. I was hell shocked too!!! And we got the same earpiece~ wait, auntie-ah, are you using it?!?! ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ

And I always remember how crazy she is in karaoke. Don't go with her if you have a weak heart! But I enjoyed myself. Cause I've suppress that side of me that I forgot how to enjoy it to the fullest until I went with her. HAHAHAHAS. And yes, I went out of tune many times. I'm a totally perfect example of being tone-deaf. Hahahahahahs.

And she's like "I'm so friendly and nice" etc.. My ass!!! Hahahahahahs, joking~~~~ she's really nice! No joke. You'll be surprised!!! ^^

Khadijah - 16 y/o. Birthday on 4th December. This bitch of mine migrated to Malaysia. ): we became really close immediately after she transferred to my school and my class in secondary 1, 2nd semester. We were actually from same primary school too, but her being a shorty, I don't have much memory of her. Hahahahahahs, she's gonna be like "you bitch!!!!" when she reads this.

She also frequently tolerate my bossiness and etc. There isn't anything we don't talk to each other about. From family to love life to idols. Even if she likes EPOP while me Kpop. Yea, we fight all the time. But always get over it in less than a day. He hehehehe. She can't resist me. XP (she's probably puking now if she reads this)

And she's a friend I'd wanna protect with everything I could. She's that vulnerable yet pretends to be strong. And we'll always bitch about everyone from our school or some random stranger that passed by us. Due to her family financial issue, I'd drag her to Nex and eat with her by ordering smth we could both share. And yes, she's Malay - a Muslim. She'd always solve my curiosities about Muslim or Malay culture, which is pretty cool. ^^

Seeing this, we can all tell Abby is a friend that would protect me etc., Lynette is a friend that can be perceived as family, Khadijah is a friend that I would protect. Hahahahahahs. Both Khadijah and Lynette are the same, tolerating me etc.. As for Abby, yes she does, sometimes. But more like me tolerating her cause I'm too afraid to get her angry. Her punches hurt like son of a bitch. No joke.

And these 3 are friends I don't ever wanna lose, and will do whatever it takes to not lose them. I loved and cherish them, and I always will. And if one day, they really did left (which would kill me, srsly) I'd do whatever it takes to get them back. Sound like couples eh? That's how I am. Friends are honestly more important than my future boyfriend etc but family is the ultimately most important ones. Actually, these 3 are almost at the level of family. Hahahahahahs. XP

Guys~let's keep our friendship going till we die. HAHAHAHAS, ^^ you guys are so gonna have me sticking around for decades! XD you are so not gonna get rid of me! XP 

Friendship is easy to get, hard to manage.

"Having one close friend is better than having many friends."

- Ven

I'm gonna dedicate this post to my bestbestbest sister, Lynette. Hehe. XP how we got to know each other and how we gotten so close is quite funny. I got to know her through an EXO fan site whereby I 'work' as a project manager at and she 'work' as an translator.

We called initially to discuss about the project since we're one of the few staffs from Singapore ... However, we realised as we talked, we click! It's just like .... we're twins...? Hahas! We have the same frequency and wavelength, being able to catch each other's joke.

That was the first time we spoke to each other - through calls. We even joked about how sasaeng fans of EXO would cut the tiles of stage that EXO stood on in and sell them in eBay or smth, naming it "the tiles EXO stood on" and the carpets of the hotel corridor, "the carpet that EXO might walked on" etc. hahas, and there were other many disgusting stuffs. Hehe.

And the first time we met was at Orchard Central... No awkwardness at all, hahas! And she was supposed to teach me chemistry but we ended up talking, me taking selcas, and after that going to karaoke to sing. That was the first time we met, but it felt like it isn't ... Hahas! XD

We even exchanged letters etc, and she being the older one, always give in to me. Staying at Yew Tee, she came to Serangoon for me. OMG. >.< And my mum likes her for some reason which is rare cause she normally would just pretend to be friendly to my friends .. but with Lynette, I don't see the pretense.

And there isn't a anything much that we don't each other... surely there'll be some secrets, I guess... But who doesn't have their own secrets that they never wanna tell others? And being best friends or sisters doesn't necessarily means that we've to share all of our secrets. Secrets are meant for diaries ... that's what we both agrees.

Also, my brothers likes her, a lot. For some reasons ... normally, they don't interact much with my friends. But with her.. It's a different story. I should stop here cause she'll get cocky saying "of course la, I look so friendly and I'm so nice" etc that makes me wanna puke. Hahas

I'm certain our friendship could last. Cause she's one of the few friends that I can don't keep contact with much but still is close... the rest were my childhood friend, Abby and my another best friend , Khadijah. ^^ hehe. And she's just like them, one of the few who could tolerate me for who I am and not expecting me to change. Unlike some of my other friends, expecting me to change for them etc.

Among my friends, she's one of the few hardcore EXO fans. And remembering how she embarrass herself in front of me sometimes and vice versa... hahas ... XP

Anyw, I'll end it here or she might kill me if I can't help but write out our embarrassing moments. Hehe. XD

Everyone deserves love.

"To be loved is what everyone deserves."
- Ven

Hey guys~ I'm back again! ^^ Heh! Well... this week is gonna be quite hectic, I think. I've work - evening shift - on Wednesday and Friday, 6pm to 10pm. Thursday a movie day out with family~ ^^ watching Hobbit 2 or smth? Saturday going Bugis with my brothers and my bestbestbest sister Lynette. Heh! ^^

OMG, I'm sooooooo excited! ^^ Anyw, I've been working out and trying to lose weight now. OTL so yea.... here are some tips I've gathered to share with you guys if you wanna lose weight! ^^

TIP 1:
Have a balanced diet. It is VERY important! Many doctors and nutritionist have been stressing this! No matter how much you wanna lose weight, you MUST have a balanced diet. And drink plenty of water not beverages! Also, after meals, drink some Chinese tea or Japanese green tea as they can break down the fats we had consumed. ^^
Here's some examples you guys can learn from:

E.g. 1: Drink black bean milk. According to nutritionist, it is healthy to do so. You may drink black bean milk along with some bread and/or fruits for breakfast; normal meal for lunch; drink it along with some salad (or not) for dinner. It is important to have at least 1 balanced meal where there is protein, carbohydrates etc.

To make the drink, all you need to do is to pour desirable amount of black bean and boil it. When it's cooked, pour them into a blender and pour milk into it. Blend them together and it's done! ^^ It taste similar to the black soya bean milk that we can find in packets. But sugar and preservatives etc are added so it's not as healthy as compared to making them on your own.

According to the nutritionist, you will fill full drinking it as it's milk and there is water inside the bean when you boil it, so it'll be filling for you. However, do note that if you're a starter, it's best if you eat 2 meals first before cutting down to only 1 normal meal daily. A normal meal would be 1/4 plate of rice, 1/4 plate of meat, 1/2 plate of veggies. ^^

Cr.: I came across this while watching a Korean reality show, Star King. (:

E.g. 2: There's a soup called 巫婆汤, a direct translation would be "witch soup". It's actually a soup whereby we mix all sorts of veggies in it. But do note that not to add potatoes or anything that has carbohydrate. However, a nutritionist did mention that it's a unbalanced diet to have only veggies, so what she suggest is to add meat (preferably beef or smth that's high in protein). But no, you do not add any amount you like. Add only one piece that is the size and thickness of your palm. ^^

You can have this for all 3 meals as it'll be considered a balanced diet if you have it with a small serving of rice, providing you some carbohydrates that you'll need for the day. But not too much rice as they're high in sugar as well. Actually, a better choice would be brown rice. If you dislike the taste of brown rice, you can mix them with a little white rice. ^^

My maternal grandma, for instance, had heart problem and had to do operation. Her doctor also advice her to eat brown rice instead of white rice as comparing both of them, brown rice is definitely a healthier choice. ^^ However, brown rice taste different from the white rice so I didn't like it at first. So what my grandma did was to mix them together. And it's healthier compared to eating solely white rice isn't it? ^^

Cr.: I came across this while watching a Taiwanese talk show, 康熙来了. ^^


TIP 2:
Exercise for about an hour or more daily. I know some of you might roll your eyes as you read this. I understand. I hate exercising too. I HATE running or staying under the hot sun, neither do I like going gym where everyone would stare at you from time to time etc. So what I did was to get a yoga ball and dumbbells. It works, no joke! ^^

Using the yoga ball, you can do exercise from your arms to stomach to your thighs. You may check out this website: http://ball-exercises.com/exercises/index.html they provide hell lots of methods you can use to train different body areas, and it works! ^^

If working out alone is lonely yet you don't want to do it with strangers, get your friends or siblings or anyone you feel comfortable with to come over your house and do it with you at your own comfort. ^^ Working out and exercising should be a pleasant one. ^^

Also, every night before I sleep, I do a set of sit-ups. Not to the extend whereby I sweat profusely but to the extend whereby I feel tired. Probably a set of 10 to 20...? Do not start by doing so many that your body could hardly handle. Start with a few first. Probably 5 first, then increase by a few every week. As for me, because I used to do sit-ups frequently due to the C.C.A I took - modern dance and rope skipping - I had to do sit-ups as warm up. So it's smth like a forte of mine but due to me being fat, I can't do much in short timing. Heh. I am able to do 60 sit-ups but within a longer time frame without rest in between. So if you add a lil' everyday, you'll be able to do the same.

As for teens that are still growing, I'd recommend rope skipping too. It not only helps me shed off up to 10 kg within couple month for skipping every 2 days a week, it helped me grew up to 10 cm too! ^^ Having a height of around 163 - 165 cm is thanks to this! ^^ However, do note not to overdo or you'll have muscles on your calves that you'll want to get rid of (like me).


TIP 3: 
Walk. Instead of taking bus or driving or etc, use walking. I live 15mins walk away from Nex, and there's a bus-stop nearby which provide all buses that stops at Nex. However, I chose to walk for that 15mins back and forth instead of taking bus. Not only you can exercise but also save money! ^^

It may be a short distance, but it can help to burn some fats. And walking back and forth every now and then, soon you'll be used to it and the distance you can walk can increase. ^^

Also, when you have to go downstairs to buy a meal or smth, instead of using the lift, walk down using the stairs! ^^ You can also burn some fats as you do so. However, if you're fat - like me - DO NOT climb up the stairs. I live at the 7th level, I'll climb down the stairs but not up. This is because we're actually damaging out knees and joints by doing as due to our heave weight and the gravity that is pulling us down. The gravitational potential energy actually increases as we climb up the stairs but decreases as we walk down. ^^


TIP 4:
Set a target. For me, I told myself to slim down to look good in the dresses and skirts I bought for CNY. So do the same and it will motivate you to exercise frequently. By having such targets, we would be motivated and determined to lose weight. Another method is to weigh yourself everyday, take note of your weigh. If it's decreasing, wouldn't you feel great? Wouldn't you feel a sense of accomplishment? So why not do it? ^^

Also, ask a friend or family member of yours to monitor you if you're afraid you do not have enough will power to push yourself everyday. Get them to use any methods that will drive you to work harder! ^^ It will definitely work with the support of your loved ones.


TIP 5:
Give yourself a break. Though slimming down is the target, but working so hard everyday, your motivation and determination would actually die off. So every week, choose a day whereby you'll give yourself a break from exercising and from the dieting meal. However, despite this, watch what you eat or what you've worked for the entire week would go down the drain!

And doing so, you can increase it from a day break weekly to a day break fortnightly, and finally monthly etc. ^^ And soon, you'll realise, you've adapt to such dieting etc and you no longer need any break! ^^


These tips hopefully would be useful! However, once you've reached your desirable weight or body figure, do note not to go back to how you used to be! ^^

Let's all work hard and slim down~ hahas ^^

Dreams are not merely dreams

"Dreams don't necessarily happens in sleep."
-Ven.

Wow, how long has it been since I last updated? Sorry for not updating. Had been hell busy with both work & family~ And no, I'm not finding an excuse (probably a lil' ) Did anyone here realise how fast the time has past? It seemed to me that not long ago, I was still in my class, studying and preparing for O' levels. And now, it's all over and here I am, working while waiting for my results.

For these past weeks, I've been working and resting during my off days. OTL To make it simple, I've no life at all. Hahas, but I had fun at work! ^^ Thou I'm not close with my colleagues but we get along pretty well. ^^ I'm working at Tontei Pork Restaurant which is under the same company as many popular Jap. restaurants such as Ichiban Boshi, Green Pumpkin etc. And from what I know, we're the only Tontei outlet in Singapore. Cool, isn't it?

We can be found at Nex, B1. Shokutsu 10. Specialised in porks, we do not sell beefs and only a few sets with chicken.


Above is how my workplace looks like.
Wondering how's the food? No point asking me since I've NEVER ate there thou I work there. So here's some reviews I found online: REVIEW 1 and REVIEW 2

Mostly I work 2 days every week unless they're short of manpower for the day. The number of stuffs are pretty less as there's only a manager, supervisor, 4 part-timers. That's all - I guess? And the pay is pretty good too! $7/hr on weekdays and $8/hr on weekends or PH.

Working here is quite enjoyable but annoying at the same time. Enjoyable 'cause we get along pretty well and it isn't as strict as where I work previously. (I HATE my previous workplace - especially the manager. I've murdered him in my mind countless time) Annoying 'cause we're restricted to only wearing dark coloured shoes and jeans (black is preferred). And thou I like wearing black, imagine me wearing black tee, black jeans and black shoes. OMG. But rules are rules. So FML. Hahas!

Last Saturday, on my off-day I went to have my inner conch pierced. If you're wondering where it is, here's a pic below to show you the names of different piercings. ^^

 

These are the piercings I already have:
Left ear:
2 standard lobe;
1 upper lobe;
1 helix

Right ear:
2 standard lobe;
2 cartilage (quite similar to the 2nd picture but mine is a lil' lower);
1 inner conch

The 2 standard lobe piercings are done by my mum - she used to be a piercer. Pain level: 2/10. The first piercing was when I was 3 or 4 years old. It hurts like hell to me at that time. I had the 2nd ones on both ear when I was ... Secondary 1...? I guess, can't exactly remember. And both got infection 'cause I kept touching them and etc - dumb right?

After these 4 piercings I had, I went to get my upper cartilage piercing this year, in July, followed by the lower one a week later. I did it partially out of impulse and without informing my parents. I did told them I planned to get new piercings but not when. Heh. And pain level is 3.5/10. I don't think they're really experienced but well, other than the pain, everything is cool~ ^^ I did them at Nex, X-Craft and it's $3 each piercing. Cheap, yea? ^^

I kinda got into some trouble due to my piercings in school. Well, we're only allowed to have a pair of ear studs/earrings/ear stick on each ear. But no, I had 6. So I had to hide them from my teacher or use transparent ear sticks. -.- And during O' levels my teachers asked me repeatedly to remove all ear studs to leave good impression, I did - for oral exams that's all. Written papers ... I had my ear studs on. Heh XP

As for my helix and upper lobe, I got them on the same day in midst of having O' levels after watching movie with my family. My mum was objecting the idea but knowing me, stubborn as I usually am, she simply said "ask your dad" thinking my dad would support her. But no, hah, he said okay! ^^ Pain level: 4/10. I did it at the same place but it was another staff who pierced for me. And ouch, srsly. Probably because I did it at night when our blood pressure increase etc. Oh well~ it's all cool too ^^ And no, I did not remove it when I was having my paper. Thanks to my short hair, I covered them up. Heh XD

And as for my inner conch, 'cause it has to be done using needles, I asked my cousin to bring me to where she did her piercings 'cause couple of my friends did their's there too and all the reviews are great. Inner conch was $10 - different piercings have different price there. On the day before I did my piercing, I went online and read some articles if it'll hurt or not. And mostly say it does, and some even say how their's bled. I was scared, hell scared.

But I already y' know asked my cousin out... and it's bad to cancel on her last min. so I went to Pasir Ris and pierced. The staff - a male one - asked me to sit on a stool in front of the cashier and I did. He took out a needle and I got really scared so I grabbed onto on of my brother's hand - yea, they tagged along - and while I was preparing myself mentally, I I felt pain and I thought he's gonna pierce it slowly but no. Less than 10 sec later, "okay." was what I heard. He's done. WTF, fast right?!

$10 for a painless piercing using needle it's really worth it!!! No joke. The pain last for less then 5 mins. Fast piercing and pain goes away fast too. Isn't it great?! OMG. Pain level: 1/10. I'm so going back to get my tragus piercing after Christmas!!! ^^

After getting my piercing, we went to Changi and had a YOLO outing. Hah. We went Astons to have out late lunch. Fucking full  cheap. Where else can you get such great deal?! ^^ And then we went to Dunkin' Donuts. XP we ate 3 each. Heh. YOLO anyway. You only live once, why not enjoy it to the fullest. And eating is happiness~~ ^^

Anyw, gtg~ ^^ heh.
Ciaos~ ^^

Like a living dead

Hey guys~ how have you been? ^^ I've been really really exhausted.Hmm... lemme see... I went Bugis street w' my 2 friends, Sisi and Jiaci. I spent probably $170++ there. OTL That's a lot! And guess what, I bought dress and skirts. OMG, wtf is wrong with me?! Oh well~ I need to go on diet to look good in them!!! T.T

OMG, I'm really excited for tmrw! I'm going chalet w' my beloved family & cousins. Also, we're BBQ-ing (although I said I'm going to go on diet). Sisi and Jiaci are coming too. Guess what?! It's Jiaci's birthday tmrw. Hahas. One more thing, there's MAMA (Mnet Asia Music Awards) tmrw!!! OMGOMGOMGOMG. I honestly hope all my bias win the awards they deserve!

E.g. GD winning the 'Best Male Artiste', 'Best Dance Performance - Male Solo' and 'Best Music Video'; EXO winning the 'Song of the Year', 'Artist of the Year', 'Best Male Group' and 'Best Dance Performance - Male Group'; BTS winning 'Best New Male Artiste' . Okay, it's hard to choose, alright?!

My bias are EXO (of course), the rest... I like them. But EXO just topped. IDK why. They're the only one that made me wanna go concerts etc. OTL I'm spending so much on them! I've spent over $1000++ on them already, and it's not all. But hey, don't judge! I used MY OWN MONEY okay?! I don't go 'hey mum, gimme money, I wanna buy EXO's album'. No, I don't do that. My mum gave me $30 every week for allowance. I saved them by eating less and working etc, I spent my own savings. And I only spent the money I saved that was given. I don't ask my parents for more unless I really need it urgently like for school.

Anyw, look forward to my next post! More pictures will be uploaded! ^^

Back~

헐, finally finished most of the papers. Left with only combined science, MCQ, to go! Sigh, tired. Anyway, I didn't study every single day, of course!

 

Had a meeting with these bunch of girls. ^^ Reason is simple, for EXO. They're all fans, we are all fans. Met them, got close with some of them. So yep, had great fun hanging out with them.

And I'm operating blogshop right now, will also be starting work soon, I guess. Which means less time to update my blog. Oh well~ ^^

That's all I've to say for now. Not in a mood to blog... so yea, bye~

Promises.

"Don't give me the 'promises are meant to be broken' shit. If you made a promise, stick to it. Otherwise, don't make any."

I need a channel to vent out my anger so I guess, I'll do it here. I'm really mad because of what happened with my "bestfriend". Not gonna name who, if you think I'm referring to you, so be it. I'm just gonna write down what I wanna say to her. If she reads it, good than. Otherwise, just think of it as my rant. (:

Why are you constantly breaking the promises you made to me? Why are you always going against your words? You know how much I dislike her, you know we're not really in good terms, than why are you always being with her? Look, if you wanna mix around with her, go ahead. I'm not stopping you. But what pisses me off is the fact that you promised you won't mix with her. You keep your promise for less than a day. Later on, you ran to her and start all these shits again. Than why the fuck did you make such promises to me? You know I hate people breaking their promises, I wouldn't mind if they did it unintentionally and that they really tried to stick to it. But did you? I doubt so.

I really felt as if you're merely using me. Whenever you can't be with them, you'll come to me. And when you can be with them, you just cast me aside and go to them. WTF is this?! I'm not a toy that you can just throw aside after getting bored with it.

You said you dislike me talking about kpop stuffs, I refrained from talking about it to you. You said you dislike me teasing you too much, I tried to refrain. You said my actions always contradict with my words, what about you? Aren't you doing the same too? LMAO.

I'm really sick and tired of all these shits. I don't wanna give up on this friendship but I'm on the verge of doing it alr. Don't make me. Because if I really give up, it'll be the end. 'cause if I really do so, I won't hold back my anger anymore. I've nearly snapped because of you many times, but I held back on the account of our friendship. Lemme tell you this, if I really give up, I'll snap and it'll be fuck this friendship alr. Since I've been bottling up everything for so long, if I really snap I don't even know it myself what I'd do.

Sigh, forget it. I'll just disregard you as my bestfriend from now on. From now on, we're only friends, classmates. That's all. I'm done here.

Peter Pan

"Growing up isn't a choice we can make. But we can choose to live our days to the fullest while growing up."

It was my birthday yesterday and I celebrated by going out for dinner with my family and having a birthday cake. Heh. XP
For dinner, we went to Ichiban Boshi to eat!

 My brother and my drink! <3 It's damn nice!

 Giggs'. It seemed nice... IDK what is it called but it's beef curry.

 Daddy's.

 Our appetizer, haahaas! ^^

Mine and Gavriel's . We ate the same set. ^^

Basically, I studied in the early afternoon, went to dinner in the early evening, tuition at night. And had my birthday cake after tuition! ^^

It's a ice-cream cake from Swensens. Inside, it's Mango & Strawberry flavour! ^^

Heh, I'm officially 16 now !!! ^^ 2 more years, I am a adult. ^^

Memories are full of beautiful shits.

"If you don't love me, let go of me.
 If you do love me, please hold on to me tightly and never let go.
 If you never had plans to catch me, don't trip me.
 If you never will love me, leave me."
- Ven.

"Memories are when you experience it for yourself, not through someone else."
This week, I'm graduating officially from secondary school. Looking back into the past 4 years, many things had happened. Be it shitty and crappy things or wonderful things. There are so many memories that I had made for these 4 years, some are good and some aren't. I'd say, I want to forget the bad memories. But I will not. Because they'll be used as a reminder, a lesson learnt and part of my growth. I had did many stupid things that I bet not many would have done if they're in my position. But nonetheless, it'll be kept as a secret that only some would know.

Memories flooded my mind as I lied down, thinking back about my secondary school. I'd like to talk about it, in hope my readers would not repeat what I did, but I never have the courage to. Some are too ... dark to be known, some are too private, some would invite unwanted judgement, regardless what are they, I'll share some here.

"Before pointing your fingers at anyone else, reflect on yourself first."
On the first day of school, I made some friends after gathering the courage to talk to a girl from my class. But who knows, she joined others instead of continuing to stick around with me. But no, I don't blame anyone. Thinking back right now, I'm at fault too. If it wasn't for my attitude, none of it will happen.
After which, probably because of my arrogance and attitude, more from my class and the level dislike me. Although I do have some friends...
Thankfully, after the 1st semester, 2 girls transferred into my class. I befriended with them. I heard rumours about one of them, and because of it, I stayed away from her and stop being friends with her. Who knows, I was back-stabbed. Those who gossiped about her became her friends. I'm dumb, right? Hahas.
Anyw, the other became my best-friend. She managed to tolerate every flaws I have. Giving in to me, enduring with all the shits about me and etc. Initially, I was afraid she'll leave me like others, but she didn't! There was once, someone from my class asked her "Why did you mix with Venecia so much? She's a bad influence." Luckily, she ignored what that classmate said. It became clear, I can fully trust her and I did. Now, she knows me so well that just by every small things I did, she could guess what I was up to.
Although she left Sg and went M'sia due to personal reasons, we kept in contact. And now, I have 2 new best-friends. I entrusted one of them with a secret that I actually swore to bring to the coffin with me. She is the only one in this world that know about it. The other one doesn't interact with me much as she's more of a quiet person.
And I've made new friends, myself... so I guess everything is alright..? ^^

Tbh, I was in a lot of trouble in secondary school, mostly when I'm in sec 1 and 2... but not gonna talk about it.

And I really regret what I did for past few years, if I could have a time machine and turn back the time, everything will be different. Very different! But guess it's pointless to say it now...

"Age isn't doesn't decide your intelligence and what you've gone through.
 Someone younger might be smarter and gone through more than you did.
 So never underestimate a kid."
- Ven

Facts About Me (Part 5)

1. I love talking on the phone.
2. I'm an insecure, possessive, obsessive, protective, sarcastic, critical, blunt, yet emotional, fun, dense (slow), boyish, loyal and optimistic person. [contradicting right? But that's who I am XP]
3. I have 2 brothers who are 4 years younger than me. - they are twins.
4. I am family-orientated person.
5. I love dogs yet are afraid of 'em. Just like how I like to watch horror movies but would be scared after that.
6. I have height, water and insects phobia. And I hate to be in the dark - literally.
7. I love black, red, purple, white, grey, and other colours of lighter shades.
8. I am very into KPOP, especially EXO. I was introduced to KPOP in 2010 because of Hello Baby SHINee.
9. I love watching dramas, animes, reality shows and variety shows.
10. I love reading novels, mangas and fanfics. I write fanfics too! ^^
11. I would cry when watching any shows or reading novels, mangas, fanfics etc whenever a sad scene or touching scene appears.
12. I love drawings only when I felt like it.
13. I have only a few bestfriends. (eg. Abby, Khadijah, Lynette etc) [not gonna list everyone 'cause I don't felt like doing so]
14. I am a very lazy person.
15. I have issue with trusting someone. I don't trust others so easily now. But at the same time, I am  very naive.
16. I hate being alone.
17. I am very competitive to the point whereby it's annoying.
18. I love eating. Eating is a form of happiness. ^^
19. I believe in miracles, soulmates, spiritual world, aliens and the fact that there is more than one dimension in this world.
20. My mood changes fast.
21. I am a chatty person, I love talking to people.
22. I am someone who gives up and gives in easily. OTL
23. I always leave things halfway done. (eg. swimming classes, guitar lessons etc)
24. I love dancing but I suck at it. Whatever.
25. I love taking photos just that I'm too lazy to put them up on SNS.
26. I love singing but I am tone-deaf. OTL
27. I am planning to take vocal, guitar, dance and Korean classes after O' levels.
28. I have many places I wanna go. (Eg. Maldives, Korea, Japan, etc)
29. I always put up a strong front. XP
30. I wanna try doing Bungee Jumping or Sky Diving.
31. I prefer wine over beer.
32. I have all sorts of dreams.
33. I love being surrounded by friends. I love companies.
34. I have one-sided hearing impaired. My right ear is deaf. Hence I have problems with balancing too.
35. My parents seemed more like my siblings than my parents.
36. I am egoistic and self-centred sometimes
37. I've thought of the things I'd do with my future boyfriend
38. I don't like cats.
39. I've had fishes as pet before.
40. I've had imaginary friends that I used to play with when I was younger.
41. I wished to have a older brother.
42. I am easily distracted.
43. I have great fashion sense for guys but not girls, I think?
44. I get along better with people older than me.
45. I love kids. Especially those below 5.
46. I cry at trivial matters and get mad over small things easily
47. I prefer dark chocolate than other chocolates.
48. I open up to people easily though I have trust issues. OMG. Contradicting right? OTL
49. I am not good at expressing myself. (Just like Infinite's L.)
50. I am not afraid of lizards but I'm afraid of cockroaches and other insects. Unless they can't fly.
51. My grades are dependable on whether I like the teacher or not.
52. I wanted Poodles as pet. ^^
53. I used to have a crush on Peter Pan, and I wished both Peter Pan, fairies and Neverland exist.
54. I fall easily, crashes hard and it's hard for me to fall out of love.
55. I can speak English, Mandarin, basic Korean, Hokkien and Teochew. But my pronunciations for dialects are off.
56. I don't have much patience and I am fierce (according to my mum)
57. My favourite subjects are: Math, Physics, Chinese and Humanities. But I can't seemed to do well. OTL
58. I am chubby and I have an average height.
59. People who live their dreams are cool to me. In society now, people are working for sake of money and are unhappy. ):
60. "Live your dream and be unique; No one holds you back, the greatest enemy is you yourself." is my motto

Facts About Me (Part 4)

Girlish
[x]I like at least one shade of pink
[x] i don't like being messy (though it's hard not to be XP
[ ] My belongings are organized
[ ] I don't like rock music
[x] I like wearing accessories
[x] Bright colors amaze me
[ ] I hate black
[ ] I go to the salon once a week
[x] I comb my hair almost all the time
[x] I bring my phone with me everywhere
TOTAL: 6 - 60%


Boyish
[x] I like wearing baggy pants (i like but i refrain from it )
[x] I play video games (YEAAAAA!! XDD)
[ ] I like Akon
[x] I like wearing jackets with hoods (YESSSS!)
[x] I'm too lazy to do chores
[x] I don't like shopping unless it's for me
[x] I would go bungee jumping
[ ] I like being sweaty
[ ] I'm a big fan of marvel heroes
[x] I always wear perfume/cologne
TOTAL: 7 - 70%


Nerdy
[ ] I always carry a pen in my purse or pocket
[ ] I enjoy studying
[x] I wear glasses
[ ] I'm a straight-A student
[ ] I've never skipped any class in my whole life. (I skip every PE lesson :x)
[ ] I like my shirt tucked in (O.O...WTF)
[x] One of my favorite subject is science (..)
[x] I like reading mystery books
[ ] My assignments are passed up on time
TOTAL: 3 - 30% (Expected)


Emo
[x] I am crazy about the color black (...kinda?...)
[x] I sit at the corner (...sometimes...)
[x] One side of my hair is covering one of my eyes (THAT'S JUST CAUSE MY FRINGE'S TOO LONG)
[ ] I like metal rock music
[x] I have a lot of problems in my life (I won't complain XP)
[ ] I don't talk much (...guilty..)
[x] I don't have that many friends
[x] I barely have fun
[ ] I barely go out with my folks or friends
TOTAL: 6 - 60%


Childish
[x] I love to stare at the ceiling for ten minutes
[x] I sleep with a stuff toy/pillow
[x] I watch cartoons
[x] I love to invent words only i understand (BWEEE! XP)
[x] I sleep with a night light
[x] My parents are the ones who choose my outfit.
[x] I'm scared of roller coasters (I WANNA TRYYYY!)
[ ] I like being with my family relatives
[ ] I take bubble baths
[ ] I like Spongebob!
TOTAL: 7 - 70%

Conclusion: I am childish and boyish. Wow. Haahaas

Facts About Me (Part 3)

My personality:
[x]I’m loud.
[ ]I’m obnoxious.
[x]I’m sarcastic. (to people i am close to)
[ ]I’m cocky.
[x]I cry easily.
[x]I have a temper.
[x]For the most part I don’t like people.
[x]I’m easy to get along with.
[x]I have more enemies than friends.
[x]I drink coffee.
[ ]I clean my room daily.

My appearance:
[x]I wear makeup.
[x]I wear a piece of jewelery at all times. (earrings counted? :O)
[x]I wear contacts
[x]I wear glasses. (sometimes…)
[ ]I have braces.
[x]I change my hair colour
[ ]I straighten my hair often.
[x]I have a piercing.
[ ]I have small feet (TT TT)

Relationships:
[ ]I’m in a relationship now.
[x]I’m Forever Alone.
[ ]I’m crushin.
[x]I’m always scared of being hurt.
[ ]An ex has physically abused me at least once.
[x]I’ve told someone I loved them when I didn’t.
[ ]I’ve told someone I didn’t love them when I did.
[x]I’ve been in love more than two times.
[x]I believe in love at first sight.
[ ]I believe lust is more important than love.

Friendships:
[x]I have a best friendS.
[x]I have at least 10 friends.
[x]I’ve gotten a phone call in the last 48 hours from a friend.
[x]I’ve beaten up a friend.
[x]I’ve been in a serious fight with a friend before.
[x]I can trust at least five people.

Experiences:
[x]I’ve been on a plane.
[x]I’ve been on a train.
[ ]Someone close to me has died recently.
[x]I’ve taken a taxi.
[x]I’ve taken a city bus.
[x]I’ve taken a school bus.
[ ]I’ve gone bungee jumping.
[x]I’ve made a speech.
[x]I’ve been in some sort of club.
[x]I’ve won an award.
[x]I’ve spent 24 hours on the computer straight.
[x]I’ve been in a physical fight.

Music:
[x]I listen to R&B.
[x]I listen to country.
[x]I listen to pop.
[ ]I listen to techno.
[x]I listen to rock.
[x]I’m one of those people who play songs repeatedly until I hate it.
[x]I hate the radio.
[x]I download music.
[x]I buy CD’s.

Television:
[x]I spend at least six hours a day watching television.
[ ]I watch soap operas daily.
[ ]I’m in love with Days Of Our Lives.
[ ]I’ve seen and liked the O.C.
[ ]I’ve seen and liked One Tree Hill.
[ ]I’ve seen and like Americas Next Top Model
[ ]I’ve seen and like Popular.
[ ]I’ve seen and like 24.
[x]I’ve seen and liked CSI.
[ ]I’ve seen and like Everwood.

Family Life:
[x]I get along with both of my parents.
[x]My biological parents are still together.
[x]I have at least one brother.
[ ]I have at least one sister.
[ ]I have at least one step brother/sister.
[ ]I have at least one half brother/sister.
[ ]I’ve been kicked out of the house.
[ ]I’ve ran away from my home.
[x]I’ve sworn at my parents.
[x]I’ve made my parents cry.
[x]I’ve lied to my parents.
[x]I’ve lied to my parents about where I am.
[x]I’ve lied to my parents about what I’m doing.
[x]I’ve lied to my parents so I’d be allowed out.
[x]I’ve been grounded.
[ ]I’ve walked out while grounded.

Hair:
[x]I’ve been brown.
[ ]I’ve had streaks.
[x]I’ve cut my hair in the past year.
[x]I’ve dyed my hair in the past year.
[ ]I’ve been blonde.
[x]I’ve had black.
[x]I’ve been red.
[x]I’ve been light brown.
[ ]I’ve been blue/green.
[x]I've gotten my hair thinned.
[x]I use conditioner.
[x]I’ve used silk therapy.
[x]I’ve used hot oil treatments.
[ ]I’ve curled my hair.
[x]I’ve straightened my hair. (my hair is straight…)
[ ]I’ve ironed my hair.
[x]I’ve braided my hair

School:
[x]I’ve yelled at a teacher.
[x]I’ve been suspended.
[x]I’ve had an in-school suspension.
[x]I’ve been sent to the principals office.
[x]I’ve walked out of class.
[x]I’ve skipped an entire day of school.
[x]I’ve skipped a whole month of one certain class.
[x]I’ve failed a test.
[x]I’ve cheated on a test.
[x]I’ve helped someone else cheat on a test.
[x]I’ve failed Art.
[x]I’ve failed P.E.
[x]I’ve failed math.
[x]I’ve failed another class.
[x]A teacher has called my parents

Facts About Me (Part 2)

Why aren’t you dating the last person you texted?
-It's a girl, dude! What's more we're best friends.

Who was the last person to wear your clothes?
-...ME?!

Has someone of the opposite sex ever told you they loved you?
-Yes ^^

Your phone is ringing. It’s the person you fell hardest for, what do you say?
-Hi...?

What was the last thing you drank?
-Green Tea

Have you ever been asked out by someone you didn’t want to be with?
-Yep, I rejected 'em. LOL

Is there anyone you want to come see you?
-YES!!!

Do you miss anyone?
-Yea, ABBY!!!

Do you regret something you did the day before yesterday?
- Nope

Is someone on your mind right now?
-Yes, EXO. Haahaas.

Are you listening to music right now?
-Yea

What do you think of your last kiss?
-It's a goodnight kiss. It's ... IDK.

Have you ever lived with your girlfriend/boyfriend?
-Nope!

Have you ever broken someones heart?
-Yea, my parents'.

Next time you will kiss someone?
-Hmmmm.. IDK..

Did your last kiss take place in/on a bed?
- Yea. My mum was lying on the bed. LOL

Will you be single on Valentines Day?
-I always am. OTL

Anyone you would like to get things straight with?
-Yes.

Are all guys players and cheaters?
-I don't think all guys are. Just some.

Would you be surprised if your most recent ex called or text you tonight?
-Nope.

Do you read magazines, or just look at the pictures?
-Just the picture unless it interests me.

Do you have someone of the opposite sex you can tell everything to?
-Yep

Have you ever fallen asleep in someone’s arms?
-No. ):

Did you sleep alone last night?
-No, my brother shared the room w' me.

Would you ever eat a bug for 1,000 bucks?
-EWEWEWEWEWEWEW NOOOOOOOOO?!

Last time you laughed?
-Just now when I'm texting Lynette

Is there someone you wouldnt mind kissing right now?
-Yh ;)

Do you find smoking unattractive?
-Depends on the person....

What time did you wake up today?
-11.30 AM

The last person you kissed bumped into you at college, what would you say?
-IDK

Ready for summer to come?
-In Sg, everyday is summer! It's god damn hot!

Have you ever let someone be your everything?
-My mum is.

Do you think anyone has feelings for you?
-...NAHHHH

Is anyone protective of you?
-IDK eh. Probably yeah..

Have you made a mistake in the past week?
-.......not doing hmwk?

Will you be in a relationship in 4 months?
-I wish...

Do you think two people can last forever?
-Forever? maybe?

Would you put yesterday on repeat and live it forever?
-NO?!

Have you ever kissed someone with a tattoo?
-Yeah. Not telling who. Hah. XP

Do you drink tea?
-Nope.

Do you have any empty alcohol bottles hidden somewhere in your room?
-Nahh, I don't drink... XP

Think back to September, were you in a relationship?
-...September ... Nope

What do you currently hear right now?
-People talking from shows

Have you ever sent a text to the wrong person?
-Oh yesss.

Would you rather sleep for three days or stay awake for three days?
-SLEEP!!!! Z_Z

What does the 10th message in your inbox say?
-It says "ahahah please dont get drunk!" from Lynette

Have you ever had a really big fight with a best friend?
-Haha yeah..

Facts About Me (Part 1)

If your girlfriend/boyfriend broke up with you tonight, what would you do?
-Get over it. Of cuz will be sad but we still gonna move on.

Could you go the rest of your life without doing any drugs?
-Ofcuz

What are you wearing?
-Shirt and shorts.

Was last night enjoyable for you?
-Yep. Studying with my friends and they sent me home. Heehee.

Do you change your phone background a lot?
-No. It's always Kai's picture. XP

What have you done all day?
-Studying

Ever given a really long apology?
-Yepp.

Has anyone told you they don’t ever wanna lose you?
-Hmmm.... I don't think so.

Whats the last thing that made you smile?
-Lynette' words. Hah

If someone is interested in you right now, would you like them to tell you?
-Of course! :)

How many hours of sleep did you get last night?
-8 hrs. XP

Who did you last yell at and why?
-My brother. For downloading games into my laptop. OMG.

Can you go in public looking like you do?
-YES OFC I CAN GO IN PUBLIC =.=

Ever been kissed in the rain?
-Nope.

Is anyone jealous of you?
-Doubt so. Haahaas

Will this coming up weekend be a good one?
-YES! Cause sleep late!

Do you know anyone that smokes weed?
-Uhh no...but smokin', hell yh.

Do you want to be single or with someone?
-With someone... >.<

Has the last person you texted ever been mad at you before?
-Hope not. Did you, Lynette? XP

What song are you listening to right now?
-Baby don't cry - EXO

Do you know what the last person you kissed is doing right now?
-She's showering. (My mum)

Could you go a day without eating?
-Noooooope.

Have you ever kissed anyone whose name started with a L or A?
-Nooooooo

Why did you kiss the last person you kissed?
-Kiss goodnight?

What was for dinner last night?
-Pepper Lunch~

Do you wear the hood on your hoodie?
-Unless it rains. -.-

Are you currently wanting any piercings or tattoos?
-YES OMG YESSSSSS!!!!

Have you ever kissed underneath the stars?
-Noooooooo

What’s your last scar from?
-A fall. I tripped over my own feet. =.=

Were you happy when you woke up today?
-No. I don't wake up happily.

Have you talked to a complete jerk today?
-Nope

Want someone back in your life?
-Yessssss, badly. ):

What are you excited for?
-Next week and for Os to end

What were you doing yesterday?
-On study date.

Honestly, who was the last person to tell you that they love you?
-My brother

What’s the last thing you put in your mouth?
-Food ?

Is it easy to make you cry?
-Kinda?

Do you find it hard to trust others?
-Kindaaaaaaaaa.

How fast does your mood change?
-Faster than the rise and fall of stocks.

Do you tell people you’re ok when you’re really not?
-Yeah.

Have you ever worn the opposite sex’s clothing?
-Yep. My dad's and my brothers'

When is your next overseas trip?
-Next Saturday~~~

Do you have someone of the opposite gender you can tell everything to?
-Guess so? Haahaas

Is your hair curly or straight?
-Straight ?
What are you doing tomorrow?
-Hmmm, going my maternal grandma's house ? Haahaas

Name something you dislike about the day you’re having?
-Studying POA. Haahaas

Have you ever in any way, been betrayed by someone you trust?
-Yessssssss

How late did you stay up last night and why?
-2++, busy watching my dramas

Would you rather go to Greece or Hawaii?
-Hawaii.

What is wrong with you right now?
-B O R E D .

Who is the last person that made you laugh?
-Lynette <3 data-blogger-escaped-br="">
What did you do this afternoon?
-Study w' Fanny

What are you doing tonight?
-Watching drama. Sleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeep.

Who was the last person to look at you like you were crazy?
-My mum

Is there a person of the opposite gender who means a lot to you?
-Yessssssssss

Who was the last person you cried in front of?
-Can't remember. Probably Niko?

Did the one person who hurt you the most in your life apologize?
-Not really.

Do you think you’re a good person?
-nahh I'm either sent from hell or a Lucifer

Have you held hands with anyone today?
-Nope, hahahahah.

Have you had more than 3 boyfriends/girlfriends at the same time?
-Nooooo...

Do you have any plans for the weekend?
-Yep!

For the rest of the week?
-Yep, I guess ?

Are you in a good mood right now?
-V E R Y G O O D ! Like real. I'm bored.

Are you on medication for anything?
-Yea, migraine.

If you were upset, who’s the first girl you would go to?
-Hmmm, depends on what it's about.

Have you ever liked someone older than you?
-Yes.

Do you think relationships are ever really worth it?
-Yeeeesssssssssssssssssssssss

Do you think someone currently likes you?
-Idk. Doubt so?

Do you think you can last in a relationship for 3 months?
-Yeah, I guess so.

Do you sleep with your door closed or open?
-Closed.

Do you like hugs?
-Yes!! ^^ I love skinships. Hah.

Will your next kiss be a mistake?
-No. Hahaha.

Do you regret kissing the last person you kissed?
-Nooooooooo

Are you tired?
-Not really.

Pickles; love them or hate them?
-I love them.

Are you waiting for something?
-Yea, for Lynette to reply!!!

Who was the last person you took a nap with?
-I took nap alone.

Do you ignore people when you’re mad/ upset?
-YEP!

Do you get distracted easily?
-Yes, very.

Is it easier to forgive or forget?
-Forgive, cuz its impossible to forget (unless you're old..)

Can you handle the truth?
-I prefer the truth then a lie.

Growing stages~

I'll update pictures of my growing stage. No nasty comments please.

Don't make me regret for posting these.

This is taken when I'm around 2 yr old.

Can't remember much, yea?
It's taken @ my maternal grandma house.

This is the same age as the one above.

Hmm, if I'm not wrong it's during CNY.

Taken @ my great grandma house. (:

2010:

The 2 pictures are taken at home.LOL! Not nice though.

Anyw, it's around March or April

This is taken at my maternal grandma house.
Camwore-ing that time. =D
But alot, lazy upload, so chose the best. ^^
This is taken @ my literature class last year.
Sorry if you have to turn your head.
Don't know why I uploaded, became like that.

This is taken w' my classmat

This is taken in May, at Junction 8 cinema.
Forgotten go watch what show le.

I think it's Shrek forever after bah. Can't remember.
This is also in May, at maternal grandma house.
Took this out of boredom. LOL! 

Taken in September

Hmmm, during the YOG, table tennis semi-final I think.

This is taken on November or December
At my cousin's house, their study room. ^^

This is taken in December.
Took this picture in my room.
Don't look like it's mine right? LOL!

2011:

This is taken this year, during CNY.

Mummy put on make up for me.
Before heading out to relatives', I took this picture.
It's taken in my room too. (:

Another CNY picture. (:

In my room.Just reached home after headed to Nex that day.

2012:

All these are taken on my birthday! ^^ 

 I can't remember exactly when I took these, but it's at the void deck of my relatives' house

 I think it's taken in 2012. I can't really remember. >.<
My brothers and I went to my cousins' house to stay over~

  I think it's taken in 2012. I can't really remember. >.<
But it's @ Vivo. Heheh XP

 Taken in my room ~ ^^

 Taken when we're going to my relative's birthday party.

2013:

 Taken on 1st day of CNY. I look, I don't look good. I took it in a rush. So shut up!

 Forced my brother to take photo with me. Heh. XP
It's on 2nd day of CNY. Look at the necklace!
My birthday present from Abby, my bestbestbestfriend! It's couple necklace actually.
But since I'm single, I wore it. Alone. T_T

 All taken on same day. heh. XD

 Taken @ my family temple with my cousin. She's pretty, right? ^^

OTW to my family temple~ heh! ^^

 You should seen these few above before! XD

Took them last night, after the study date. So yea.

Look different right? Me without make-up and with make-up. heh! ^^