Promises.

"Don't give me the 'promises are meant to be broken' shit. If you made a promise, stick to it. Otherwise, don't make any."

I need a channel to vent out my anger so I guess, I'll do it here. I'm really mad because of what happened with my "bestfriend". Not gonna name who, if you think I'm referring to you, so be it. I'm just gonna write down what I wanna say to her. If she reads it, good than. Otherwise, just think of it as my rant. (:

Why are you constantly breaking the promises you made to me? Why are you always going against your words? You know how much I dislike her, you know we're not really in good terms, than why are you always being with her? Look, if you wanna mix around with her, go ahead. I'm not stopping you. But what pisses me off is the fact that you promised you won't mix with her. You keep your promise for less than a day. Later on, you ran to her and start all these shits again. Than why the fuck did you make such promises to me? You know I hate people breaking their promises, I wouldn't mind if they did it unintentionally and that they really tried to stick to it. But did you? I doubt so.

I really felt as if you're merely using me. Whenever you can't be with them, you'll come to me. And when you can be with them, you just cast me aside and go to them. WTF is this?! I'm not a toy that you can just throw aside after getting bored with it.

You said you dislike me talking about kpop stuffs, I refrained from talking about it to you. You said you dislike me teasing you too much, I tried to refrain. You said my actions always contradict with my words, what about you? Aren't you doing the same too? LMAO.

I'm really sick and tired of all these shits. I don't wanna give up on this friendship but I'm on the verge of doing it alr. Don't make me. Because if I really give up, it'll be the end. 'cause if I really do so, I won't hold back my anger anymore. I've nearly snapped because of you many times, but I held back on the account of our friendship. Lemme tell you this, if I really give up, I'll snap and it'll be fuck this friendship alr. Since I've been bottling up everything for so long, if I really snap I don't even know it myself what I'd do.

Sigh, forget it. I'll just disregard you as my bestfriend from now on. From now on, we're only friends, classmates. That's all. I'm done here.

Peter Pan

"Growing up isn't a choice we can make. But we can choose to live our days to the fullest while growing up."

It was my birthday yesterday and I celebrated by going out for dinner with my family and having a birthday cake. Heh. XP
For dinner, we went to Ichiban Boshi to eat!

 My brother and my drink! <3 It's damn nice!

 Giggs'. It seemed nice... IDK what is it called but it's beef curry.

 Daddy's.

 Our appetizer, haahaas! ^^

Mine and Gavriel's . We ate the same set. ^^

Basically, I studied in the early afternoon, went to dinner in the early evening, tuition at night. And had my birthday cake after tuition! ^^

It's a ice-cream cake from Swensens. Inside, it's Mango & Strawberry flavour! ^^

Heh, I'm officially 16 now !!! ^^ 2 more years, I am a adult. ^^

Memories are full of beautiful shits.

"If you don't love me, let go of me.
 If you do love me, please hold on to me tightly and never let go.
 If you never had plans to catch me, don't trip me.
 If you never will love me, leave me."
- Ven.

"Memories are when you experience it for yourself, not through someone else."
This week, I'm graduating officially from secondary school. Looking back into the past 4 years, many things had happened. Be it shitty and crappy things or wonderful things. There are so many memories that I had made for these 4 years, some are good and some aren't. I'd say, I want to forget the bad memories. But I will not. Because they'll be used as a reminder, a lesson learnt and part of my growth. I had did many stupid things that I bet not many would have done if they're in my position. But nonetheless, it'll be kept as a secret that only some would know.

Memories flooded my mind as I lied down, thinking back about my secondary school. I'd like to talk about it, in hope my readers would not repeat what I did, but I never have the courage to. Some are too ... dark to be known, some are too private, some would invite unwanted judgement, regardless what are they, I'll share some here.

"Before pointing your fingers at anyone else, reflect on yourself first."
On the first day of school, I made some friends after gathering the courage to talk to a girl from my class. But who knows, she joined others instead of continuing to stick around with me. But no, I don't blame anyone. Thinking back right now, I'm at fault too. If it wasn't for my attitude, none of it will happen.
After which, probably because of my arrogance and attitude, more from my class and the level dislike me. Although I do have some friends...
Thankfully, after the 1st semester, 2 girls transferred into my class. I befriended with them. I heard rumours about one of them, and because of it, I stayed away from her and stop being friends with her. Who knows, I was back-stabbed. Those who gossiped about her became her friends. I'm dumb, right? Hahas.
Anyw, the other became my best-friend. She managed to tolerate every flaws I have. Giving in to me, enduring with all the shits about me and etc. Initially, I was afraid she'll leave me like others, but she didn't! There was once, someone from my class asked her "Why did you mix with Venecia so much? She's a bad influence." Luckily, she ignored what that classmate said. It became clear, I can fully trust her and I did. Now, she knows me so well that just by every small things I did, she could guess what I was up to.
Although she left Sg and went M'sia due to personal reasons, we kept in contact. And now, I have 2 new best-friends. I entrusted one of them with a secret that I actually swore to bring to the coffin with me. She is the only one in this world that know about it. The other one doesn't interact with me much as she's more of a quiet person.
And I've made new friends, myself... so I guess everything is alright..? ^^

Tbh, I was in a lot of trouble in secondary school, mostly when I'm in sec 1 and 2... but not gonna talk about it.

And I really regret what I did for past few years, if I could have a time machine and turn back the time, everything will be different. Very different! But guess it's pointless to say it now...

"Age isn't doesn't decide your intelligence and what you've gone through.
 Someone younger might be smarter and gone through more than you did.
 So never underestimate a kid."
- Ven

Facts About Me (Part 5)

1. I love talking on the phone.
2. I'm an insecure, possessive, obsessive, protective, sarcastic, critical, blunt, yet emotional, fun, dense (slow), boyish, loyal and optimistic person. [contradicting right? But that's who I am XP]
3. I have 2 brothers who are 4 years younger than me. - they are twins.
4. I am family-orientated person.
5. I love dogs yet are afraid of 'em. Just like how I like to watch horror movies but would be scared after that.
6. I have height, water and insects phobia. And I hate to be in the dark - literally.
7. I love black, red, purple, white, grey, and other colours of lighter shades.
8. I am very into KPOP, especially EXO. I was introduced to KPOP in 2010 because of Hello Baby SHINee.
9. I love watching dramas, animes, reality shows and variety shows.
10. I love reading novels, mangas and fanfics. I write fanfics too! ^^
11. I would cry when watching any shows or reading novels, mangas, fanfics etc whenever a sad scene or touching scene appears.
12. I love drawings only when I felt like it.
13. I have only a few bestfriends. (eg. Abby, Khadijah, Lynette etc) [not gonna list everyone 'cause I don't felt like doing so]
14. I am a very lazy person.
15. I have issue with trusting someone. I don't trust others so easily now. But at the same time, I am  very naive.
16. I hate being alone.
17. I am very competitive to the point whereby it's annoying.
18. I love eating. Eating is a form of happiness. ^^
19. I believe in miracles, soulmates, spiritual world, aliens and the fact that there is more than one dimension in this world.
20. My mood changes fast.
21. I am a chatty person, I love talking to people.
22. I am someone who gives up and gives in easily. OTL
23. I always leave things halfway done. (eg. swimming classes, guitar lessons etc)
24. I love dancing but I suck at it. Whatever.
25. I love taking photos just that I'm too lazy to put them up on SNS.
26. I love singing but I am tone-deaf. OTL
27. I am planning to take vocal, guitar, dance and Korean classes after O' levels.
28. I have many places I wanna go. (Eg. Maldives, Korea, Japan, etc)
29. I always put up a strong front. XP
30. I wanna try doing Bungee Jumping or Sky Diving.
31. I prefer wine over beer.
32. I have all sorts of dreams.
33. I love being surrounded by friends. I love companies.
34. I have one-sided hearing impaired. My right ear is deaf. Hence I have problems with balancing too.
35. My parents seemed more like my siblings than my parents.
36. I am egoistic and self-centred sometimes
37. I've thought of the things I'd do with my future boyfriend
38. I don't like cats.
39. I've had fishes as pet before.
40. I've had imaginary friends that I used to play with when I was younger.
41. I wished to have a older brother.
42. I am easily distracted.
43. I have great fashion sense for guys but not girls, I think?
44. I get along better with people older than me.
45. I love kids. Especially those below 5.
46. I cry at trivial matters and get mad over small things easily
47. I prefer dark chocolate than other chocolates.
48. I open up to people easily though I have trust issues. OMG. Contradicting right? OTL
49. I am not good at expressing myself. (Just like Infinite's L.)
50. I am not afraid of lizards but I'm afraid of cockroaches and other insects. Unless they can't fly.
51. My grades are dependable on whether I like the teacher or not.
52. I wanted Poodles as pet. ^^
53. I used to have a crush on Peter Pan, and I wished both Peter Pan, fairies and Neverland exist.
54. I fall easily, crashes hard and it's hard for me to fall out of love.
55. I can speak English, Mandarin, basic Korean, Hokkien and Teochew. But my pronunciations for dialects are off.
56. I don't have much patience and I am fierce (according to my mum)
57. My favourite subjects are: Math, Physics, Chinese and Humanities. But I can't seemed to do well. OTL
58. I am chubby and I have an average height.
59. People who live their dreams are cool to me. In society now, people are working for sake of money and are unhappy. ):
60. "Live your dream and be unique; No one holds you back, the greatest enemy is you yourself." is my motto

Facts About Me (Part 4)

Girlish
[x]I like at least one shade of pink
[x] i don't like being messy (though it's hard not to be XP
[ ] My belongings are organized
[ ] I don't like rock music
[x] I like wearing accessories
[x] Bright colors amaze me
[ ] I hate black
[ ] I go to the salon once a week
[x] I comb my hair almost all the time
[x] I bring my phone with me everywhere
TOTAL: 6 - 60%


Boyish
[x] I like wearing baggy pants (i like but i refrain from it )
[x] I play video games (YEAAAAA!! XDD)
[ ] I like Akon
[x] I like wearing jackets with hoods (YESSSS!)
[x] I'm too lazy to do chores
[x] I don't like shopping unless it's for me
[x] I would go bungee jumping
[ ] I like being sweaty
[ ] I'm a big fan of marvel heroes
[x] I always wear perfume/cologne
TOTAL: 7 - 70%


Nerdy
[ ] I always carry a pen in my purse or pocket
[ ] I enjoy studying
[x] I wear glasses
[ ] I'm a straight-A student
[ ] I've never skipped any class in my whole life. (I skip every PE lesson :x)
[ ] I like my shirt tucked in (O.O...WTF)
[x] One of my favorite subject is science (..)
[x] I like reading mystery books
[ ] My assignments are passed up on time
TOTAL: 3 - 30% (Expected)


Emo
[x] I am crazy about the color black (...kinda?...)
[x] I sit at the corner (...sometimes...)
[x] One side of my hair is covering one of my eyes (THAT'S JUST CAUSE MY FRINGE'S TOO LONG)
[ ] I like metal rock music
[x] I have a lot of problems in my life (I won't complain XP)
[ ] I don't talk much (...guilty..)
[x] I don't have that many friends
[x] I barely have fun
[ ] I barely go out with my folks or friends
TOTAL: 6 - 60%


Childish
[x] I love to stare at the ceiling for ten minutes
[x] I sleep with a stuff toy/pillow
[x] I watch cartoons
[x] I love to invent words only i understand (BWEEE! XP)
[x] I sleep with a night light
[x] My parents are the ones who choose my outfit.
[x] I'm scared of roller coasters (I WANNA TRYYYY!)
[ ] I like being with my family relatives
[ ] I take bubble baths
[ ] I like Spongebob!
TOTAL: 7 - 70%

Conclusion: I am childish and boyish. Wow. Haahaas

Facts About Me (Part 3)

My personality:
[x]I’m loud.
[ ]I’m obnoxious.
[x]I’m sarcastic. (to people i am close to)
[ ]I’m cocky.
[x]I cry easily.
[x]I have a temper.
[x]For the most part I don’t like people.
[x]I’m easy to get along with.
[x]I have more enemies than friends.
[x]I drink coffee.
[ ]I clean my room daily.

My appearance:
[x]I wear makeup.
[x]I wear a piece of jewelery at all times. (earrings counted? :O)
[x]I wear contacts
[x]I wear glasses. (sometimes…)
[ ]I have braces.
[x]I change my hair colour
[ ]I straighten my hair often.
[x]I have a piercing.
[ ]I have small feet (TT TT)

Relationships:
[ ]I’m in a relationship now.
[x]I’m Forever Alone.
[ ]I’m crushin.
[x]I’m always scared of being hurt.
[ ]An ex has physically abused me at least once.
[x]I’ve told someone I loved them when I didn’t.
[ ]I’ve told someone I didn’t love them when I did.
[x]I’ve been in love more than two times.
[x]I believe in love at first sight.
[ ]I believe lust is more important than love.

Friendships:
[x]I have a best friendS.
[x]I have at least 10 friends.
[x]I’ve gotten a phone call in the last 48 hours from a friend.
[x]I’ve beaten up a friend.
[x]I’ve been in a serious fight with a friend before.
[x]I can trust at least five people.

Experiences:
[x]I’ve been on a plane.
[x]I’ve been on a train.
[ ]Someone close to me has died recently.
[x]I’ve taken a taxi.
[x]I’ve taken a city bus.
[x]I’ve taken a school bus.
[ ]I’ve gone bungee jumping.
[x]I’ve made a speech.
[x]I’ve been in some sort of club.
[x]I’ve won an award.
[x]I’ve spent 24 hours on the computer straight.
[x]I’ve been in a physical fight.

Music:
[x]I listen to R&B.
[x]I listen to country.
[x]I listen to pop.
[ ]I listen to techno.
[x]I listen to rock.
[x]I’m one of those people who play songs repeatedly until I hate it.
[x]I hate the radio.
[x]I download music.
[x]I buy CD’s.

Television:
[x]I spend at least six hours a day watching television.
[ ]I watch soap operas daily.
[ ]I’m in love with Days Of Our Lives.
[ ]I’ve seen and liked the O.C.
[ ]I’ve seen and liked One Tree Hill.
[ ]I’ve seen and like Americas Next Top Model
[ ]I’ve seen and like Popular.
[ ]I’ve seen and like 24.
[x]I’ve seen and liked CSI.
[ ]I’ve seen and like Everwood.

Family Life:
[x]I get along with both of my parents.
[x]My biological parents are still together.
[x]I have at least one brother.
[ ]I have at least one sister.
[ ]I have at least one step brother/sister.
[ ]I have at least one half brother/sister.
[ ]I’ve been kicked out of the house.
[ ]I’ve ran away from my home.
[x]I’ve sworn at my parents.
[x]I’ve made my parents cry.
[x]I’ve lied to my parents.
[x]I’ve lied to my parents about where I am.
[x]I’ve lied to my parents about what I’m doing.
[x]I’ve lied to my parents so I’d be allowed out.
[x]I’ve been grounded.
[ ]I’ve walked out while grounded.

Hair:
[x]I’ve been brown.
[ ]I’ve had streaks.
[x]I’ve cut my hair in the past year.
[x]I’ve dyed my hair in the past year.
[ ]I’ve been blonde.
[x]I’ve had black.
[x]I’ve been red.
[x]I’ve been light brown.
[ ]I’ve been blue/green.
[x]I've gotten my hair thinned.
[x]I use conditioner.
[x]I’ve used silk therapy.
[x]I’ve used hot oil treatments.
[ ]I’ve curled my hair.
[x]I’ve straightened my hair. (my hair is straight…)
[ ]I’ve ironed my hair.
[x]I’ve braided my hair

School:
[x]I’ve yelled at a teacher.
[x]I’ve been suspended.
[x]I’ve had an in-school suspension.
[x]I’ve been sent to the principals office.
[x]I’ve walked out of class.
[x]I’ve skipped an entire day of school.
[x]I’ve skipped a whole month of one certain class.
[x]I’ve failed a test.
[x]I’ve cheated on a test.
[x]I’ve helped someone else cheat on a test.
[x]I’ve failed Art.
[x]I’ve failed P.E.
[x]I’ve failed math.
[x]I’ve failed another class.
[x]A teacher has called my parents

Facts About Me (Part 2)

Why aren’t you dating the last person you texted?
-It's a girl, dude! What's more we're best friends.

Who was the last person to wear your clothes?
-...ME?!

Has someone of the opposite sex ever told you they loved you?
-Yes ^^

Your phone is ringing. It’s the person you fell hardest for, what do you say?
-Hi...?

What was the last thing you drank?
-Green Tea

Have you ever been asked out by someone you didn’t want to be with?
-Yep, I rejected 'em. LOL

Is there anyone you want to come see you?
-YES!!!

Do you miss anyone?
-Yea, ABBY!!!

Do you regret something you did the day before yesterday?
- Nope

Is someone on your mind right now?
-Yes, EXO. Haahaas.

Are you listening to music right now?
-Yea

What do you think of your last kiss?
-It's a goodnight kiss. It's ... IDK.

Have you ever lived with your girlfriend/boyfriend?
-Nope!

Have you ever broken someones heart?
-Yea, my parents'.

Next time you will kiss someone?
-Hmmmm.. IDK..

Did your last kiss take place in/on a bed?
- Yea. My mum was lying on the bed. LOL

Will you be single on Valentines Day?
-I always am. OTL

Anyone you would like to get things straight with?
-Yes.

Are all guys players and cheaters?
-I don't think all guys are. Just some.

Would you be surprised if your most recent ex called or text you tonight?
-Nope.

Do you read magazines, or just look at the pictures?
-Just the picture unless it interests me.

Do you have someone of the opposite sex you can tell everything to?
-Yep

Have you ever fallen asleep in someone’s arms?
-No. ):

Did you sleep alone last night?
-No, my brother shared the room w' me.

Would you ever eat a bug for 1,000 bucks?
-EWEWEWEWEWEWEW NOOOOOOOOO?!

Last time you laughed?
-Just now when I'm texting Lynette

Is there someone you wouldnt mind kissing right now?
-Yh ;)

Do you find smoking unattractive?
-Depends on the person....

What time did you wake up today?
-11.30 AM

The last person you kissed bumped into you at college, what would you say?
-IDK

Ready for summer to come?
-In Sg, everyday is summer! It's god damn hot!

Have you ever let someone be your everything?
-My mum is.

Do you think anyone has feelings for you?
-...NAHHHH

Is anyone protective of you?
-IDK eh. Probably yeah..

Have you made a mistake in the past week?
-.......not doing hmwk?

Will you be in a relationship in 4 months?
-I wish...

Do you think two people can last forever?
-Forever? maybe?

Would you put yesterday on repeat and live it forever?
-NO?!

Have you ever kissed someone with a tattoo?
-Yeah. Not telling who. Hah. XP

Do you drink tea?
-Nope.

Do you have any empty alcohol bottles hidden somewhere in your room?
-Nahh, I don't drink... XP

Think back to September, were you in a relationship?
-...September ... Nope

What do you currently hear right now?
-People talking from shows

Have you ever sent a text to the wrong person?
-Oh yesss.

Would you rather sleep for three days or stay awake for three days?
-SLEEP!!!! Z_Z

What does the 10th message in your inbox say?
-It says "ahahah please dont get drunk!" from Lynette

Have you ever had a really big fight with a best friend?
-Haha yeah..

Facts About Me (Part 1)

If your girlfriend/boyfriend broke up with you tonight, what would you do?
-Get over it. Of cuz will be sad but we still gonna move on.

Could you go the rest of your life without doing any drugs?
-Ofcuz

What are you wearing?
-Shirt and shorts.

Was last night enjoyable for you?
-Yep. Studying with my friends and they sent me home. Heehee.

Do you change your phone background a lot?
-No. It's always Kai's picture. XP

What have you done all day?
-Studying

Ever given a really long apology?
-Yepp.

Has anyone told you they don’t ever wanna lose you?
-Hmmm.... I don't think so.

Whats the last thing that made you smile?
-Lynette' words. Hah

If someone is interested in you right now, would you like them to tell you?
-Of course! :)

How many hours of sleep did you get last night?
-8 hrs. XP

Who did you last yell at and why?
-My brother. For downloading games into my laptop. OMG.

Can you go in public looking like you do?
-YES OFC I CAN GO IN PUBLIC =.=

Ever been kissed in the rain?
-Nope.

Is anyone jealous of you?
-Doubt so. Haahaas

Will this coming up weekend be a good one?
-YES! Cause sleep late!

Do you know anyone that smokes weed?
-Uhh no...but smokin', hell yh.

Do you want to be single or with someone?
-With someone... >.<

Has the last person you texted ever been mad at you before?
-Hope not. Did you, Lynette? XP

What song are you listening to right now?
-Baby don't cry - EXO

Do you know what the last person you kissed is doing right now?
-She's showering. (My mum)

Could you go a day without eating?
-Noooooope.

Have you ever kissed anyone whose name started with a L or A?
-Nooooooo

Why did you kiss the last person you kissed?
-Kiss goodnight?

What was for dinner last night?
-Pepper Lunch~

Do you wear the hood on your hoodie?
-Unless it rains. -.-

Are you currently wanting any piercings or tattoos?
-YES OMG YESSSSSS!!!!

Have you ever kissed underneath the stars?
-Noooooooo

What’s your last scar from?
-A fall. I tripped over my own feet. =.=

Were you happy when you woke up today?
-No. I don't wake up happily.

Have you talked to a complete jerk today?
-Nope

Want someone back in your life?
-Yessssss, badly. ):

What are you excited for?
-Next week and for Os to end

What were you doing yesterday?
-On study date.

Honestly, who was the last person to tell you that they love you?
-My brother

What’s the last thing you put in your mouth?
-Food ?

Is it easy to make you cry?
-Kinda?

Do you find it hard to trust others?
-Kindaaaaaaaaa.

How fast does your mood change?
-Faster than the rise and fall of stocks.

Do you tell people you’re ok when you’re really not?
-Yeah.

Have you ever worn the opposite sex’s clothing?
-Yep. My dad's and my brothers'

When is your next overseas trip?
-Next Saturday~~~

Do you have someone of the opposite gender you can tell everything to?
-Guess so? Haahaas

Is your hair curly or straight?
-Straight ?
What are you doing tomorrow?
-Hmmm, going my maternal grandma's house ? Haahaas

Name something you dislike about the day you’re having?
-Studying POA. Haahaas

Have you ever in any way, been betrayed by someone you trust?
-Yessssssss

How late did you stay up last night and why?
-2++, busy watching my dramas

Would you rather go to Greece or Hawaii?
-Hawaii.

What is wrong with you right now?
-B O R E D .

Who is the last person that made you laugh?
-Lynette <3 data-blogger-escaped-br="">
What did you do this afternoon?
-Study w' Fanny

What are you doing tonight?
-Watching drama. Sleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeep.

Who was the last person to look at you like you were crazy?
-My mum

Is there a person of the opposite gender who means a lot to you?
-Yessssssssss

Who was the last person you cried in front of?
-Can't remember. Probably Niko?

Did the one person who hurt you the most in your life apologize?
-Not really.

Do you think you’re a good person?
-nahh I'm either sent from hell or a Lucifer

Have you held hands with anyone today?
-Nope, hahahahah.

Have you had more than 3 boyfriends/girlfriends at the same time?
-Nooooo...

Do you have any plans for the weekend?
-Yep!

For the rest of the week?
-Yep, I guess ?

Are you in a good mood right now?
-V E R Y G O O D ! Like real. I'm bored.

Are you on medication for anything?
-Yea, migraine.

If you were upset, who’s the first girl you would go to?
-Hmmm, depends on what it's about.

Have you ever liked someone older than you?
-Yes.

Do you think relationships are ever really worth it?
-Yeeeesssssssssssssssssssssss

Do you think someone currently likes you?
-Idk. Doubt so?

Do you think you can last in a relationship for 3 months?
-Yeah, I guess so.

Do you sleep with your door closed or open?
-Closed.

Do you like hugs?
-Yes!! ^^ I love skinships. Hah.

Will your next kiss be a mistake?
-No. Hahaha.

Do you regret kissing the last person you kissed?
-Nooooooooo

Are you tired?
-Not really.

Pickles; love them or hate them?
-I love them.

Are you waiting for something?
-Yea, for Lynette to reply!!!

Who was the last person you took a nap with?
-I took nap alone.

Do you ignore people when you’re mad/ upset?
-YEP!

Do you get distracted easily?
-Yes, very.

Is it easier to forgive or forget?
-Forgive, cuz its impossible to forget (unless you're old..)

Can you handle the truth?
-I prefer the truth then a lie.

Growing stages~

I'll update pictures of my growing stage. No nasty comments please.

Don't make me regret for posting these.

This is taken when I'm around 2 yr old.

Can't remember much, yea?
It's taken @ my maternal grandma house.

This is the same age as the one above.

Hmm, if I'm not wrong it's during CNY.

Taken @ my great grandma house. (:

2010:

The 2 pictures are taken at home.LOL! Not nice though.

Anyw, it's around March or April

This is taken at my maternal grandma house.
Camwore-ing that time. =D
But alot, lazy upload, so chose the best. ^^
This is taken @ my literature class last year.
Sorry if you have to turn your head.
Don't know why I uploaded, became like that.

This is taken w' my classmat

This is taken in May, at Junction 8 cinema.
Forgotten go watch what show le.

I think it's Shrek forever after bah. Can't remember.
This is also in May, at maternal grandma house.
Took this out of boredom. LOL! 

Taken in September

Hmmm, during the YOG, table tennis semi-final I think.

This is taken on November or December
At my cousin's house, their study room. ^^

This is taken in December.
Took this picture in my room.
Don't look like it's mine right? LOL!

2011:

This is taken this year, during CNY.

Mummy put on make up for me.
Before heading out to relatives', I took this picture.
It's taken in my room too. (:

Another CNY picture. (:

In my room.Just reached home after headed to Nex that day.

2012:

All these are taken on my birthday! ^^ 

 I can't remember exactly when I took these, but it's at the void deck of my relatives' house

 I think it's taken in 2012. I can't really remember. >.<
My brothers and I went to my cousins' house to stay over~

  I think it's taken in 2012. I can't really remember. >.<
But it's @ Vivo. Heheh XP

 Taken in my room ~ ^^

 Taken when we're going to my relative's birthday party.

2013:

 Taken on 1st day of CNY. I look, I don't look good. I took it in a rush. So shut up!

 Forced my brother to take photo with me. Heh. XP
It's on 2nd day of CNY. Look at the necklace!
My birthday present from Abby, my bestbestbestfriend! It's couple necklace actually.
But since I'm single, I wore it. Alone. T_T

 All taken on same day. heh. XD

 Taken @ my family temple with my cousin. She's pretty, right? ^^

OTW to my family temple~ heh! ^^

 You should seen these few above before! XD

Took them last night, after the study date. So yea.

Look different right? Me without make-up and with make-up. heh! ^^

Study date~

Heh, I went out today, again. XP But eh, not out to play or what okay?! It's to study with my classmate/friend Fanny. Well, I taught her Physics and she taught me POA. So, it's a give & take. We met at AMK Hub and headed to somewhere else to study. Studied for few hours and we got tired so we went back to AMK Hub.

Thought of the prom which I'm not going but she is. So we decided to walk around to look for suitable dress and shoes for her. But as we all know how limited AMK Hub is, we found nothing. So we agreed on going to Bugis Street on 7th Nov, after our POA paper to shop! ^^

As we walked about @ AMK Hub, I was craving for ice-cream and guess what I bought? Heheh. XD

3-flavoured one. I ordered cookies&cream, whiskey and white wine flavoured. OMG. I'm serious, it's damn freaking nice! OMG, and no, I didn't get drunk or whatever because of it. I could taste the alcohols (duh, they wrote contain alcohol) but Fanny couldn't. Guess there's something wrong with her taste bud.

Anyw, I am so tired. I slept at 2++ last night and I'm falling sick soon. Aaron nagged at me for it, he was like "see, sleep late somemore!" something like that. And when I told Lynette about the ice-cream, she told me not to get drunk. LOL.

AND I AM SOOOOOOO LOOKING FORWARD TO NEXT WEEK~

1. It's my birthday on Thursday! I expect birthday wishes!!!! And even presents! Joking~ actually, I am not. XP
2. We're going Batam for 2D1N... Heheh.

3. I'm graduating next week!!!

Planning to skip school on Friday... maybe on Thursday too.... er, I did not just say that. XD

Anyw, no selca today 'cause I didn't put any make-up nor wore contact lens and I had a bad hair day. XD anyw, not as if any of you are interested so yea. Anyw, I'll be doing facts about me later! ^^

AND ASK ME ANYTHING HERE: http://ask.fm/vennnn_97

School's boring. T_T

I've been skipping school for 3 consecutive days since Wednesday. Okay, I know it's not good especially when O levels are coming up, but I AM JUST TIRED OF GOING. Whatever..

Back to the topic. My brothers are actually going to catch City of Bones with their friend on Wednesday @ Nex, and I'm supposed to meet my aunt and cousins for lunch to somehow celebrate my birthday @ Nex too. Since we're all going Nex just at different timings, we've decided to merge our schedules and go out together. So I woke up at 10++, showered and put some make-up on and prepared to head to Nex with my brother.

Met my cousins and had lunch @ MOF, Nex. We started talking and catching up with things going on in our lives especially when I haven't seen my beloved aunt for so long. OMG. T.T and after that, we went to the Arcade, played few games here and there before aunt leaves. After that, walked around Nex aimlessly with my 2 cousins and 2 brothers and than Aaron said he is here.

Basically he said he hasn't watched the movie and I find it awkward to watch it will kids, I asked him along. And it was our first meeting - we got to know each other online. Don't judge, okay? It's not safe or whatever but that's one of another way to get to have more friends isn't it? Hello? It's 21st century already!

Anyw, we met him and stayed at Library, waiting for time to pass. Boys are playing games while the 2 girls (myself and my cousin) chat about random stuffs and etc. Than my brother's friend is finally here! We went Texas Chicken for a quick bite before going to the movies.

THE MOVIE IS SO GOD-DAMN AWESOME. I really like it. And Jace is .... just hawt. So yep, really love it. Gonna start reading the book which has been sitting on my shelf for months soon. OMG... OTL

Thursday I stayed at home and studied as I'm having a migraine. OTL Great, isn't it?! OMG. I honestly hate it. Anyone has any idea how to get rid of it or smth?

Yesterday, I went on a study date with Lynette and Aaron. Heh. Met Lynette at 1 but she was late. OMG, girl-ah... haiyo! Anyw, than we had lunch @ Mad Jack

 

I know I don't look pretty but yea...

Anyw, Aaron came at 4 plus when it's almost time for dinner. (We're meeting my parents and brothers for early dinner since my mum knocks off early yesterday). After eating @ Food Junction, my parents and brothers went home first while we head to Tea Dot or smth to continue studying. We studied till 7 something before going home after buying my things from Popular.

Due to darkness and having more ... special people ... near my house area, Lynette and Aaron sent me home. OMG. Thanks so much! <3 Heehee~ And I'm going to meet Fanny, my classmate tmrw to study, again. Sigh. Gonna work my ass out now! Fighting!!

GTG, have to wake up early tmrw. T.T byes~ 비옹~

Life sucks.

Countdown to my birthday: 5 days to go~ OMG, excited! Why? I'm going Batam for my birthday. Heehee~ I know you guys would probably be like "shouldn't you be studying for O levels?" Yea, I did, I am and I will study. Okay? Lynette promised to buy me ... smth.... if I managed to pass my Chemistry, and Aaron promised to get me EXO stuffs if I passed my POA. Hey, it's a great deal isn't it? XP

So.. I've met Lynette, my bestfriend/sist/mom that I got to know through the fansite that we're both admins at, for the first time last Saturday. We've agreed to meet up and she'll teach me Chemistry and after which, we'll head to the Karaoke. So basically, we met in the morning around 10++ or 11 and went to Epilogue cafe  which is just 2 levels up from my mum's workplace. We studied till around 1++ and head for lunch @ Kopitiam. After having our lunch we head straight to Skape. We sang KPOP songs and some English songs, and Chinese songs too. We also realised the idols we liked are somehow same. Eg, we both liked Fahrenheit in the past, and we both liked SHINee, before liking EXO.

Heehee, we both have similar frequency and wavelength. XD great minds think alike. ^^ anyw, had lots of fun with her and wrote her a letter too~ >.<

I know I am not pretty, but you're in no position to judge me. So just keep your comments to yourself~
And we're just like crazy women at the KTV, but oh wells~ I don't care...
I know I look weird, stop staring. OKAY?!
Andand Lynette said I look v. different from the pictures! OMG. /Facepalm/ whatever.... it's okay. LOL. Deal with it.

Me

Decided to do a blog once a again after so many years. Well, some of you may know who I am, some of you may not. Whatever it is, Idc what comments you have about this blog, keep it to yourself. I don't need them, thanks.

As we all know, O levels are coming up. And oh-my-gawd. I'm fucking stressed. Honestly. I never express it out to anyone, guess I'll do it here. The motivations I have as of now is to do well and go for whatever concerts or events in future, and to get into Forensic Psychology or Social Psychology and get a PhD.

Most of you probably would be like "is she mad or is she still dreaming?" Whatever it is, I'll do my best and get a PhD. So what if I come from a neighbourhood school that everyone thinks the students are fucked up? I'll prove to you guys that even if I'm coming from a neighbourhood school, I can get into university, and get a PhD.

And I honestly have no idea why many people are against kpop. I mean, yea I admit, some fans are just insane and out of their mind. But not everyone is like that. I used to hate kpop too, but I grew likings for them and I'm kinda very into them. SO WHAT? I didn't break any crime, I didn't steal nor rob nor kill. There's nothing wrong with it. Yea, some people are honestly insane because of kpop. But I know where the border line is, and I'm not crossing it. I lead a normal life too. I have normal friends, I go to school, I fail and ace my studies, I cry, I laugh, I eat, I shit, I play and etc.

But kpop really changed me. I made new friends because of kpop. Friends who accepted me for who am I. Friends who are willing to open up to me. Friends whom I really can trust. Friends whom I can rely on. But because of kpop, I'm going bankrupt soon. OTL but whatever it is, this is me.

Am a normal girl who experience normal things. Friends' betrayal, having a crush on guys, fighting with my brothers and fucked my studies up like everyone else did. So who cares?

Anyw, purpose of this blog is to rant, share my views on certain things and probably share some of my secrets. (: So yep~

Okay, I honestly have no idea what I wrote earlier. Idc either. So that's all for now~