Promises.

"Don't give me the 'promises are meant to be broken' shit. If you made a promise, stick to it. Otherwise, don't make any."

I need a channel to vent out my anger so I guess, I'll do it here. I'm really mad because of what happened with my "bestfriend". Not gonna name who, if you think I'm referring to you, so be it. I'm just gonna write down what I wanna say to her. If she reads it, good than. Otherwise, just think of it as my rant. (:

Why are you constantly breaking the promises you made to me? Why are you always going against your words? You know how much I dislike her, you know we're not really in good terms, than why are you always being with her? Look, if you wanna mix around with her, go ahead. I'm not stopping you. But what pisses me off is the fact that you promised you won't mix with her. You keep your promise for less than a day. Later on, you ran to her and start all these shits again. Than why the fuck did you make such promises to me? You know I hate people breaking their promises, I wouldn't mind if they did it unintentionally and that they really tried to stick to it. But did you? I doubt so.

I really felt as if you're merely using me. Whenever you can't be with them, you'll come to me. And when you can be with them, you just cast me aside and go to them. WTF is this?! I'm not a toy that you can just throw aside after getting bored with it.

You said you dislike me talking about kpop stuffs, I refrained from talking about it to you. You said you dislike me teasing you too much, I tried to refrain. You said my actions always contradict with my words, what about you? Aren't you doing the same too? LMAO.

I'm really sick and tired of all these shits. I don't wanna give up on this friendship but I'm on the verge of doing it alr. Don't make me. Because if I really give up, it'll be the end. 'cause if I really do so, I won't hold back my anger anymore. I've nearly snapped because of you many times, but I held back on the account of our friendship. Lemme tell you this, if I really give up, I'll snap and it'll be fuck this friendship alr. Since I've been bottling up everything for so long, if I really snap I don't even know it myself what I'd do.

Sigh, forget it. I'll just disregard you as my bestfriend from now on. From now on, we're only friends, classmates. That's all. I'm done here.